allyamezola

I can't believe you! How could you do this to me? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!? How do you not see!!? How is it okay to do that!? I gave you everything I could! I never did anything bad! I always said that I never would!!! Now you're flirting with some guy? He didn't go through what I did! Can you please please tell me why You are starting to go for him? I CAN'T DO THIS WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME!? I'M TIRED OF BEING JEALOUS WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO BE!? I can't control the tears I tried so so so hard All I've done is care care care And you never took that to heart I'M DONE TRYING I never get anything out of it! YOU ARE THE ONE ALWAYS LYING When I'

Please can we just be together? What do I have to do? I want you to be here forever But that's not something I can choose I haven't seen you in weeks And it's a little tough Now I really see That one night is not enough I want that again I want it everyday I have some time to spend So come on can we please date? I'm not as scared as I used to be I've grown so much in one year How did this even happen to me? How did I get so near? I liked you first And then you liked me back I didn't think it would work Maybe it was just luck But I still don't see why we aren't together It will never make sense to me Maybe you think you can do better And

Listen to me I don't think you quite understand What It's like To live like this And you don't care At time you seem so unaware And you won't change You'll stay the same So how have I stayed here? It's hard to explain why I still care I'm confused In my mind I feel so used You change your mind All the time Who am I? I feel like I'm wearing some disguise And you don't know What it feels like So how have I stayed here? It's hard to explain why I still care

Well sorry for the compliment Am I not allowed to call you pretty? Is this really what I get? For saying what I really see You called me cute So what's wrong with what I said I don't know what else to do Would you rather me be dead? I don't like when you do this You said you wanted to date We even kissed But you change your mind everyday I want to cry But that's just so weak I'll hold it inside To show I'm stronger than how it seems Well thanks for ruining my mood I was actually feeling great I can't believe what I'm going through I can't believe I always stay

It's been a lonely day Full of Isolation In my thoughts I say That I am full of desperation I wish you were here Then things would lighten up You take away my fear You make me believe that there is such thing as luck How lucky am I to have gotten so far? To be able to call you amazing and wonderful Sometimes things fell apart But how we managed to put things back together is unbelievable I stayed for you You should really think about that Through everything you put me through I always came back So is it you or is it me? This has to mean something But what could it possibly be? It's only you and me

I'm actually feeling okay The stress has not sucked me in I wish everyday was like this day But that's a tough wish I am slowly fading away from the world Into the world where I am free A world that I can call my own A world that was made for only me I'm tired of being sad I no longer want to be confused So I will say that I am glad And never again be used It's better to be happy anyway All the tears just waste my time So I will wish for better days And my life will be lit with light

Talk to me I want to hear from you Let life be And live life through I crave your attention At this very moment We'll share our affection I want you to show it You may not know what you want But I can live with that You may have confused me a lot But that is the past I want us to be together No matter how many times I fall I want us to last forever But I know that is impossible I know you are not "The One" But you mean something to me I will forgive you for all that you've done And things will be how they're supposed to be

Why don't you care! I don't understand! How come you are never ever there When I always lend you my hand I am always there for you And you act like it's nothing When I leave, what are you gonna do? Call me back, beg and plead? I want to be mad at you But I can't stay mad for long When will these dreams come true When you are gone? Sometimes you are all over me And I have no space to breath But later you don't care to see That I'm the one in need Don't act like that night didn't happen When we held hands and finally kissed I know we will do it again But is that what you really wish? Was it just a game Just a simple act Please don't make me go

I miss you I'm not gonna lie It's just everything you do Seems to complete my life Do you miss me? You always say you do But do those words really mean anything? I just listen and hope they are true I want to tell you I miss you But all I'm gonna get is the same reply I miss you too Then I'll just lean back and sigh Is this how it will always be? I wait, hoping for change I just have to believe That things won't always be this way

Look at my life It's weird to step back I've done wrong, I've done right And still I feel there is something I lack I'm missing something I can't seem to put my finger on it Is it something I need? It must be if I feel off balance Could it be love? Or am I just too young for that? Will god tell me from above? Do I sound crazy or what? Questions My favorite plural word Listen I'm sounding a little absurd I have more questions than answers And it's kinda making me go mad If I get hurt, I get hurt It's gonna make me sad No one can stop me I'm on an quest to find the missing piece I don't want anyone helping This is something that should be done